Hey guys, I have done it and feel great about it. I joined the "NAVY" goo me.. How is everyone doing? Give me some feedback let me know whats been up you guy's.
It's been a long journey and school has been great but it's that time to make a change, we all know how that goes.

I miss all you guys..

Ha ha, isn't every day that we wake up a new day? Well I thought so, but anyway for those who do care I am joining the armed services woohoo and I am looking forward to it.

Hey peops, its been a while since I have posted. I go through these phases when I do not check or manage any of my on-line profiles. Just want to let everyone know whats up.

There have been a lot of things that have happened and I am back in the ville. Livin Large or trying anyway..

Dave Mathews, hands down all the way BIG Dave fan..

Hey guys what sup? I don't think any one reads this one any more. It is cool, life is hard, and the road is long.. I can't complain I have great friends, and an awesome family! I miss all of my old "peops", can't wait to get back to the "ville".. Peace you guys, and hope you all had a Merry Chirstmas!!

Rich

Does any1 read this? I am bored, and watching office space, woohooo.. Its Thanksgiving week, and loads of fun, another year away from my family. It is kinda deppressing but I can't really do to much about it. I really care for this guy, but he doesn't really accept my family, and my family would like to meet him, so guess I am just in that ackward position....

Lata
Rich

Still in Sociology,and its ok, we are looking at graphs from Crime Rates Vs. Incarceration Rates, this is awesome.. Life is great I want to stay updated witha llof my old friends and see how all of my old peops are doing, and want to stay in touch with every one. I miss all of you awesome guys.

IN class, woohoo.. I miss all my peops. I will have some more pics posted from my recent trip to Ireland, if you ever get a chance GO. it is a beautiful coutnry and worth every euro you spend while you are over there. Hope every one is doing well, and it would be awesome to hear from all of my old friends, so all of you hit me up............

Rich

LBah, in class.. WOOHOO... ohh yea.!

Woohooo, I am in between classes... Yeahh, this is a lot of fun. Its been a while since I have been one here, dont really know what to say. I miss all my homies from back in the ville. how is everyone doing? If you all check up on me still, hit me up! I am going to try to reconnect with everyone I used to hang out. Well everyone off to class now.

What is a relationship? Somethings I do not understand, some things I do not get!! I dont know why, or even understand it.. You love some one soo much, and they say the love you back... I just do not get it some times, I must not be able to see the bigger picture, or understand the whole thing.. Moving away to be with some one is not the best thing for me in my life, now I do not know what to do, or where to go! All my friends are so far away, and I can not just hop in the car to go visit them.. I did all of this for some one that I care for, but now even though that person is in my life, I feel lonely!! I have no outlets, no friends, no one to go and spend my time with.. I dont understand, it hurts and it sucks.. Just give me the gun now, so it will all be over with. I try to express my feelings, and try to say how I feel, but where does it get me in a relationship? NOWHERE, it does me no good.. Why do I try so hard, and fight so much, I do not get or understand it.. But I guess its life.... UGH>>>>>>>

Same shit different day.. You would think it would be common courtsey to call some one if you are going to be late, but especially six hours, and stil counting... That gets aggrivating, well it kinda pisses you off, or me at least... If you tell some one it will only take an hour or so, and than it takes six hours, and than you do not reply to text messageing, or phone calls seems shady... OK it seems real fucken SHADY.... OHHH MOFO well, everyone that knows me, knows I dont put up with bull shit like this, I do not do it to anyone, and expect the same in return.. Or even better when you know you have feeling for some one you do things to let them know or make them happy!!! It sucks when some one tells you that they love you, but they dont always show it, or they get distant, its like what the fuck, why do I try so Damn hard... Especially when you try hard to give them everything that they want or need, but when you despretely need some thing or need some kind help they just shy away, and say they can not help you... That is fucked up, I give too much.. But its ok, b/c no good deed goes unpunished.. It may suck right now, but it will play in my advantage in the future... SO to all you MOFO's I love you all, and can not wait to see ya agian!!! Hit me up, I miss you all..

WOW, reading some of the past entries.... WOW... I guess I have changed a lot, I have grown into a strong indvidual, and a caring indvidual.. I am glad to say that I have come a long way in my life, and hope to go further. I have started a new chapter in my life. Damn school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH, as much as I hate it, I love it... so its a toss up.. But I have to do it to make a career for myself!

Why must some guys be such ass holes sometimes... I dont understand.. Why do they do that! Damn, once you have found the one you love, he turns in to an ass!

Its been a long long long time since I have entered journal! So here we go, I dropped off the face of the earth for a long period of time, and in that time I found out allot about my self. Like that I really enjoy swimming and diving; and I am also half way decent for a first year swimmer/diver. Who would have thought. I also learned that I could make the best out of any sitution as long as I thought logically, and postively. These past months have been hectic, but I am showing my true strength as an indvidual! Allot of maturing on my part has taken place.... Im glad to get back into the swing of things, so if you remenber me, hit me up to see whats been up!! Even if you dont know me, hit me up!

Well last night, was so much fun!! Even though I said I wouldn't do certian thing's ever agian, I caved! But I felt so good for the first time in weeks.. It was so awesome.. It was paralizing to all my sences and my body but awesome... I couldn't beleave it. I ahve never acted so wild, I was so crazy.. I did soem things last night I had never done before.. But tomrow I am going to cincinatti... I told my mom but not the exact reason why i was going... I dont think she like's it but she is not gonna stop me b/c I had planned on going, and that is what I am going to do anyways.. I am so tired of being so good all the time, I have to break my chain's, and be bad for once.. I am not worried about anything else.. I have tried to be nice about thing's but i like being crazy I guess you can call it.. I met some people and their really cool.... Extremely awesome to be w/ and that's where I am actually going tomrow..

Well today fucking sucks!! When I want someone to hold me in their arms for five minute's, so I can grasp on the ongoing situation.. But once again, I'm still all alone.. w/o anyone by my side.. But on top of that, I'm tired of hiding my true self from my parents..and ohh ya I forgot to mention, that I am suspended from school, because a teacher is to lazy to step up and do his job.. So I apealed it at the school board right after it happened.. If they do not overturn it by tomrow, I will be calling lawer's.. and switching school's, and county's... Just a lil to deal w/ ..... ohhh and Jason was talking to me last night.. we all know how that went...

Well it's 10:30ish.. Just got back from Day's about 25mins ago.. I guess I finally realized that I must be uglier than I really thought I was.. It seems that way any... I hate to say it but I guess I will die a lonely life... since everyone just wants to cheat on me, or just use me at their disposal, and no one cares about me intimately.. But ohh well.. I guess I have horrible timing, or people just are really not attracted to me.. or the one's I'm attracted to anyways... but that's life I guess...

I know I must have been putting someone in awkward postions, it's not their fault it's mine, I new from the start what was going on, but I should have stopped their. I dont want to give them up as friend. But anyways their a great person that is why I am so attracted to them.. and they dont LIE... which is even better.. But now It's whatever the future hold's.. I dont know why, but I seem to like the people that, anticpate something else out of the relationship, or are very honoset and very involved.. Their is someone out their for me, I just have to wait and see when they come by.. Hopefully I won't be so blind, and I'll be able to see it..

Well everyone!! If yall wanna hang out tonite meet at Day's.. If you know where that is.. There is not really to much to do, so I am going to Day's hopefully something good will come out of it.. or someone!! You never know.. Just goin to have fun with friends.. Ill up date my Journal tonight to let everyone know how it is going..